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Jan. 8th, 2002 10:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jinianTonight's top story: Everything pisses me off.
Grrr. And I can't bloody rant about things because people will get their feelings hurt. It just looks like everyone I normally respect is treating me like I'm a clueless idiot. And I can't put in examples because I don't want people to think I'm mad at them in a non-temporary way. fuckin' hell. And then the people I don't normally think much about are being idiots themselves today, which doesn't malign me but does annoy me to no end. It sucks, I tell you.
Maybe it is a menstrual thing. Hell if I know. It feels like shit.
What I should do is stay off the net and away from people so I don't make anyone else unhappy, but right now that just feels like bottling everything up. Not that I'm not having to hold everything back right now. This sucks. I wish I were good at those shooting and killing games. I need to go to sleep soon but I really do not feel like it.
Grrr. And I can't bloody rant about things because people will get their feelings hurt. It just looks like everyone I normally respect is treating me like I'm a clueless idiot. And I can't put in examples because I don't want people to think I'm mad at them in a non-temporary way. fuckin' hell. And then the people I don't normally think much about are being idiots themselves today, which doesn't malign me but does annoy me to no end. It sucks, I tell you.
Maybe it is a menstrual thing. Hell if I know. It feels like shit.
What I should do is stay off the net and away from people so I don't make anyone else unhappy, but right now that just feels like bottling everything up. Not that I'm not having to hold everything back right now. This sucks. I wish I were good at those shooting and killing games. I need to go to sleep soon but I really do not feel like it.
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Date: 2002-01-09 03:26 pm (UTC)