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[jinian]

Tonight's top story: Everything pisses me off.

Grrr. And I can't bloody rant about things because people will get their feelings hurt. It just looks like everyone I normally respect is treating me like I'm a clueless idiot. And I can't put in examples because I don't want people to think I'm mad at them in a non-temporary way. fuckin' hell. And then the people I don't normally think much about are being idiots themselves today, which doesn't malign me but does annoy me to no end. It sucks, I tell you.
Maybe it is a menstrual thing. Hell if I know. It feels like shit.
What I should do is stay off the net and away from people so I don't make anyone else unhappy, but right now that just feels like bottling everything up. Not that I'm not having to hold everything back right now. This sucks. I wish I were good at those shooting and killing games. I need to go to sleep soon but I really do not feel like it.

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[jinian.livejournal.com]

I didn't have any other things going on apart from feeling pissy in general. I would have greatly preferred people saying "oh, that big long link is the problem, could you fix it?" -- as it was, I know it wasn't intended as "you are an idiot", but I didn't need to be told how to write a link. I mean, I do it several times a day just on journal entries, you've all seen me do it...

The context that you'd had trouble with it helps me with that a bit, so thanks. :) We have friend-overlap, so some of the people giving me tutorials had probably just come from another one. I expect it came naturally at that point. I just get very testy about perceived questioning of my competence, and if I'm already in a bad mood it gets much less pleasant.

So I won't post unedited note-file again. Easy enough.

(Note that I am no longer annoyed with anyone about this; sorry if I am still not phrasing things well.)