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[jinian]

Tonight's top story: Everything pisses me off.

Grrr. And I can't bloody rant about things because people will get their feelings hurt. It just looks like everyone I normally respect is treating me like I'm a clueless idiot. And I can't put in examples because I don't want people to think I'm mad at them in a non-temporary way. fuckin' hell. And then the people I don't normally think much about are being idiots themselves today, which doesn't malign me but does annoy me to no end. It sucks, I tell you.
Maybe it is a menstrual thing. Hell if I know. It feels like shit.
What I should do is stay off the net and away from people so I don't make anyone else unhappy, but right now that just feels like bottling everything up. Not that I'm not having to hold everything back right now. This sucks. I wish I were good at those shooting and killing games. I need to go to sleep soon but I really do not feel like it.

Comments

[kalmn.livejournal.com]

i find both starcraft and warcraft to be helpful in these situations. they involve a good bit of city building, which is good, and then your little orcs/zerg/whatever go beat the crap out of your opponents. plus, they don't make me throw up like the first person games do.

[jinian.livejournal.com]

I don't know if I would have had the patience for city-building. I wanted to get straight to the whacking. I don't really know what game would have been good. It'd need to be not at all frustrating, which counts most of the interesting stuff out.

[linenoise.livejournal.com]

Random FPS shooter game + Cheat codes = much mayhem, no frustrations.

Just activate god mode, give yourself lots of nifty weapons, and then warp to a really hard level and go nuts. I used to do this often for stress relief.

[kalikanzara.livejournal.com]

Ditto. I was thinking cheat modes, too. By the time I find it gets boring some of the stress is let off, mostly.