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jinianFeeling down and having trouble concentrating the last few days. Still being sick doesn't help, of course. Allergist visit May 20!
I had a good time Sunday going to Civil War and Martsa with Beth and Sandry, and I made things at pottery class on Saturday.
Felt discouraged this morning and then pointed out to myself that my past few years have gone:
- Developed severe undiagnosed abdominal pain.
- Finished a Ph.D.
- Worked on a demoralizing project for a year.
- Moved across the country.
- Got dumped in a weird retconning way that gave me trust issues.
- Developed progressively worse abdominal pain.
- Had trouble doing the project I actually wanted to do because of illness.
- Finally got a diagnosis and had a difficult surgery.
- Lost my dad.
- Broke up with someone I liked because the relationship just didn't make sense any more.
- Lost my cat.
- Developed nonstop sinus problems.
- Got dumped in a particularly scalding way by the person I really wanted to be with.
(And, as usual for the litany of woe, I have probably forgotten some shit.)
It is a goddamn triumph that I get out of bed in the morning. So there.
I had a good time Sunday going to Civil War and Martsa with Beth and Sandry, and I made things at pottery class on Saturday.
Felt discouraged this morning and then pointed out to myself that my past few years have gone:
- Developed severe undiagnosed abdominal pain.
- Finished a Ph.D.
- Worked on a demoralizing project for a year.
- Moved across the country.
- Got dumped in a weird retconning way that gave me trust issues.
- Developed progressively worse abdominal pain.
- Had trouble doing the project I actually wanted to do because of illness.
- Finally got a diagnosis and had a difficult surgery.
- Lost my dad.
- Broke up with someone I liked because the relationship just didn't make sense any more.
- Lost my cat.
- Developed nonstop sinus problems.
- Got dumped in a particularly scalding way by the person I really wanted to be with.
(And, as usual for the litany of woe, I have probably forgotten some shit.)
It is a goddamn triumph that I get out of bed in the morning. So there.
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Date: 2016-05-11 10:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-05-11 03:01 pm (UTC)Hugs if you want 'em.