winter

[jinian]

Weird dreams again last night. Some pinball-like game, me impersonating a porn star, leaving town by rollerblade on a bridge made of railroad ties and nearly falling off when one came loose -- the usual for the dark half of the year. Funny thing is, even when I'm snuggling up to a friend from high school who always had a crush on me, my dream self is aware that I have this agreement with Wim not to do anything significant with anyone else, and does things which are only mildly indiscreet. Same reason I used a condom the first time I ever had sex in a dream, I suppose. It's good that my subconscious is cautious this way, but sometimes I wish it'd cut loose a little.

Odwalla tangerine juice is here! Yaaaay! It is early this year. I love this stuff, and I always start really wanting it as soon as I have to wake up in the dark. For once I get it before solstice.

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[marzipan-pig.livejournal.com]

heh. I've used birth control in dream too, or like have had complex explanations why it's ok to sleep with someone who's married now even tho it's a dream about someone from college and it has almost nothing to do with how we interact now. it's like, OK OK I GET IT I'M STILL ME IN MY DREAMS now how about chilling some? heh.