jinian | I got cocky

Things went so very well when I decreased the nortriptyline from 20mg to 10mg that by the time I reached last Thursday I was ready to quit it completely! Butterbur fix everything! With some vestige of sense, I held off until Friday so if anything went wrong it would do so during the weekend.

Stopping Thursday would've been fine; I didn't get a migraine until Sunday. Woke up too early, terrible mood crash (theme: harassed by all things), disoriented, head pain, photosensitive, waves of nausea, hating sound, miserable. No light show, but it could hardly have been more characteristic otherwise. Missed

eub's open house, missed family dinner that I didn't really want to go to but should have, basically did nothing all day. (Planted a red flower; that is pretty much it.)

Monday: out of it, still a little nausea and pain, not too bad until after midnight, by which time I really should've gone to sleep anyway.

Today: Still off-kilter -- not thinking quite as well as I'd like, emotionally a little wonky. Some intermittent head pain but not a lot. Obtrusive sex drive might be impending ovulation or lack of tricyclic or both.