flipping out over nothing
Apr. 28th, 2010 12:52 pmHeadache for several days, depressed and anxious, panicking inside for no apparent reason -- hey, maybe I should get my 30mg nortriptyline prescription refilled instead of trying to go down to 25mg when it didn't work before! Why is it so hard to tinker with your own brain? (I really didn't think the 5mg would have mood effects as well as headache ones.)
Also, it probably doesn't help that I'm trying to customize a perl script for bioinformatics when my competence level is at "Fuck with it and see if it works. Doesn't work? No idea what to do next." and my relevant books are at home. Or that it's going to be a really long day with probable failure at the end of it. At least it's not my fault if the plants are still being bad tonight, but ugh.
I will go get some lunch and maybe a book. And breathe.
Also, it probably doesn't help that I'm trying to customize a perl script for bioinformatics when my competence level is at "Fuck with it and see if it works. Doesn't work? No idea what to do next." and my relevant books are at home. Or that it's going to be a really long day with probable failure at the end of it. At least it's not my fault if the plants are still being bad tonight, but ugh.
I will go get some lunch and maybe a book. And breathe.