Me me me me me!
Jun. 13th, 2001 12:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jinianI am, I am, I am. Listen to me, pay attention to me, think of me. Don't just let me be a conduit doing the little things I'm told to do, someone to yell at, and nothing more. There's a person here. I fancy she's a pretty good one, even.
I want to just lie in bed and be petted all day. People can take it in shifts, or something. :)
Bah. I almost cried when a customer yelled at me earlier today, because I understand and there's nothing I can do, and he doesn't care whether I understand. But that's all I've got for him.
I want this to be over. I am kind of disappointed that the company is not going away, because I don't just want to leave, I want this not to exist. It is too hard to pull out of this pit we're in.
I'm Kylee. Really.
There's no reason for them to care about that, though.
*sigh* And self-mockery is working so well at keeping me going, but it's not good for me. I need the harpies to go away soon. I am not going to cry at work, though.
I want to just lie in bed and be petted all day. People can take it in shifts, or something. :)
Bah. I almost cried when a customer yelled at me earlier today, because I understand and there's nothing I can do, and he doesn't care whether I understand. But that's all I've got for him.
I want this to be over. I am kind of disappointed that the company is not going away, because I don't just want to leave, I want this not to exist. It is too hard to pull out of this pit we're in.
I'm Kylee. Really.
There's no reason for them to care about that, though.
*sigh* And self-mockery is working so well at keeping me going, but it's not good for me. I need the harpies to go away soon. I am not going to cry at work, though.
